hi frnds m pooja aj fir apni sotry likhne aai hu to m kha thi ghr me sbko pta lg gya tha k m ek muslim ldke se pyar krti hu koi nhi chahta k m usse milu ya bt kru mera ghr se bahar jana b bnd kr diya h m na us se mil pa rhi thi na bt kr pa rhi thi bhut preshan thi dil ye nhi smj paa rha tha k pyar krna hmari glti thi ya hindu or muslim hona agar ye dono hmari glti thi to kya koi muje ye btayega k meri glti kya h kya gunah kr diya hmne pyar krke smj nhi aa rha muje m kya kru maa baap ko chodkr bhagkr ussse shadi kbi nhi kr skti kyunki mere parents b mere liye bhut jruri h m kya krti smj nhi aa rha tha maa baap ne bola manja wrna use maar denge hm mere lliye ek rishta aya tha mummy papa chahte the m maan jaun pr m ne saf mna kr diya to bole k use mar dete h or m ye kbi brdash nhi kr skti thi isliye faisla kiya k m hi mr jaun or usi rat zehar khakr so gai kapoor ki 2 goliya pan i k sath khakr so gai ek latter likhkr apne sirhane rkh diya jisme likha m apni mrji se zehar kha rhi hu koi mere ghr walo ko preshan na kre or so gai. pr meri kismat ko pta nhi kya manjooor h m mri nhi subha thoda late aankh khuli pr mri nhi h ek mahine tk muje vometing or loose moution rhe thik hone me bhut time lga jiski sja aj tk bhugat rhi hu m dekhne me sunder lgti thi sehat bhi thik thak thi ab sukhkr kanta ho gai hu dekhkr lgta h jaise bimari se uthi hu hr time sochti rehti hu tension me rehti hu smj nhi aata kya kru ye sb aise hi chlta rha uske bad ghr me kisi b bare me bt hona bnd ho gya or m ghr pe bour h! oti reht i sochti rehti aisi hi mne ek din socha m job kr leti hu or m ne papa ko bola unhone mna kr diya to m ne english speaking course shuru kr diya pritam pura me or 3 mahine m ne course kiya jis bich m usse mil paai fir ek din fir ghr me rishte ki bt chli m ne mna kiya pr ghr wale nhi mane or wo log aane wale the ye kareeb aj 16-7-2011 se 8 mhine phle ki bt h mummy papa majboor kr rhe the pr m kya krti dil se majboor thi or khud ko unki bt manne k liye mna nhi pai kyunki use apna sbkuch man chuki thi or kisi ko uski jgah nhi de skti thi apko sunkr ajeeb lgega pr m ne fir se zehar kha liya or m fir bach gai aisa lg rha tha jaise mout b ab mere ps nhi ana chahti or zindagi ko mujse pyar ho gya ho jo mera sath hi nhi chod rhi thi usse door jane k dar mrne k dar se bhut km tha jeene se jyada mrna asan lg rha tha . or dil se hr waqt bs yhi dua niklti thi yaa khuda jaisa gum ae ishq tune muje diya h kbi mere dushman ko b mt dena
