Hii I am bikash Main howrah me rahta hu aur mujhe jis ladki se pyar hua h uska naam (Moni) h Jo ki Barrabazar me rahti h.., Wo mere dur ke riste me mama ki ladki lagti h magar main use us waqt nhi janta tha jab maine use pahli baar dekha tha maine use uske bada papa ki ladki ke shadi me mila tha aur maine jab use us shadi me dekha to mujhe pyar ho gaya…: Us waqt me apne purane ghar babubazar me rahta tha wo us din black dress me thi main use us din dekhne ke baad to main kitno dino tak use bhul hi gaya tha;; Magar jab mera dusra ghar howrah me hua to mere is ghar ke puja ke din wo mere ghar aayi main use dubara dekh bahut khush ho gaya aur fir se main uske pyar me pagal ho gaya.: Aur me uske baad job karne laga uske ghar se thodi hi dur par..”””” main jaanbuz kar uske ghar ke pass se hi apne ghar jata tha magar uske ghar nhi jata tha kyuki us waqt main in logo se utna ghula mila nhi tha aur moni se baat bhi nhi karta tha uske baad hum gaw chale gaye gaw se ane ke baad me apne sister ke sath 1st time uske ghar gaya uske ghar me mujhe sab koi acche lage..; Uske baad main fir se job krne laga to main kbhi kbhi uske ghar chala jata tha magar main usse us waqt bhi baat nhi krta tha:::;; Uske baad chat puja ke time Maine use thoda impress karne ki koshish ki magar wo bht ghamand krti thi aur mujhe uske ghamand se hi sabse jyada pyar tha;,
Fir uske baad meri dosti uske bhai ke sath ho gyi aur wo mujhe bht manta bhi tha;; Fir jab uske bahen ki shadi hone wali thi to uska bhai mujhe roj roj apne ghar bulata tha kyuki main uska bht help kar deta tha””14january ko first time wo bt ki mujhse main bht khush ho gaya tha uske baad wo mujhse hamesha bt krne lgi17january ko main 1st time uska photo apne mobile me khicha main bht khush tha ki wo ab meri ho gyi h fir main jab bhi usse milta tha to wo mujhse bht baat krti thi ab mujhe aisa lagne laga ki wo mujhe kbhi nhi chodegi…;; Uske baad fir main jab durga puja ghumne uske pure family ke sath gaya to wo to mere se aisa bt kar rahi thi ki mere sare dost ne kaha bhai tu isse shadi kar lena ye tere liye hi bani h tu ise kbhi mat bhulna…; Fir durga puja ke dasmi ke din wo aur uski puri family ne mujhe ciggrate pite hue dekh liya main bahut sarmindgi mahsus kar raha tha jab wo log chale gaye aur main apne dosto ke sath taxi pakad kar ja raha tha to maine uske sister jyoti ko bahut call kiya but usne phone nhi uthaya to main taxi me hi behosh ho gaya tha fir jab baad me usne phone uthaya to baat karne ke baad mujhe thoda rahat mila usi ke kuch dino baad meri zindagi jaise palat hi gayi++;; Mera ek pyara sa bhai jise main bade bhai aur ek best frnd dono hi samjhta tha jisse main ideas leta tha Moni ko aur bhi khush rhakne ki usi ne meri life ka the end kar dala…;; wo bhi moni se pyar karne laga par mujhe pata nhi tha ki wo Moni se pyar krta h ek din wo mere ghar aaya aur mujhse aakar bola bhai mujhe ek ladki se pyar ho gaya h to
maine phucha bhai batao na Koun h wo ladki to usne to pahle nhi bataya but wo jis tarah se mujhse baat kar raha tha main samjh gaya usi ke agle din mujhe pata chal gaya to usne mujhe bola bikash dekh bhai main usse bht pyar krta hu magar wo teri g.f h aur main teri gf ko apna bana Lu ye mujhe Accha nhi lagega bol bikash tu agar bolega to hi main use apna g.f bataunga to meri ek kharab adat h main jaldi kisiko na nhi kahta to Maine use bhi na nhi kaha Maine bola thik h bhai aap use apni g.f bana Lo magar Maine use ha kahne ke baad Maine ye socha ki Moni to sirf mujhse pyar krti h wo use kbhi pyar nhi karegi aise bhi wo log to bhai bahen h aur Moni to use bhaiya bolti h??? Par jo hua main ekdam hairan ho gaya Moni ne use ha kar diya main pahle thoda gussa hua but wo log happy they to Maine socha chalo acchi bt h wo log mil gaye to main sochne laga ab main in dono ki help karunga par chat puja me jaise jaise Ye log ka pyar badhta gaya waise waise mere dimag kharb hota gaya maine to bht ulta sidha baat bhai ko Kah dala ab main to jaise pagal hi ho gaya din bhar Moni Moni Moni Moni aur kuch sujhta hi nhi tha mere dimag me to maine ek din bhai ki Kah diya bhai aap use chod do aur use mera bana do usne bhi na nhi kiya bola thik h bikash main use chod dunga tere liye par Ye sab sari baatian uski jhut thi wo har waqt bolta tha bikash wo teri ho jayegi Maine use bol diyA wo mujhe kuch aur aur Moni ko kuch aur bolta tha par ye sab mujhe nhi pata tha wo to jata tha kaam banane magar meri nhi apni wo dono to khush h par is bikash par kya bit rahi h kisi ko nhi malum????
Ye thi meri life main apne life ko ek naam diya tha ki My Love My Life par Ye koi kaam nhi aya par is pyar me dhoka kha kar Ye to mujhe acchi tarah malum ho gaya ki pyar ek aisa cheez h Jo do dilo ko jodtA h aur Ye sab ko nhi milta sirf nasseb walo ko milta h Moni mere nasseb me nhi thi isliye wo mujhe nhi mili***??? Magar main Moni se pyar aaj bhi utna karta hu jitna pahle karta tha aur aage bhi utna hi karunga bhale wo mujhe life time ke liye bhul jaye par main use kbhi nhi bhul paunga main humesa uska wait karunga?? Aaj is pyar ki wajah se main usi mithun bhai se baat nhi krta apne ghar me badnam bhi ho gaya hu par agar pyar kiya h to itna to sahna hi padega…???
