Tuesday, June 30, 2015

My Real Love Story – Pooja

hi friends this is my real love story.
mera naam pooja 2007 me m ne computer course krna shuru kia tha wahi jis din wha mera first day tha us din class thodi late shure hui thi hm sb students thoery room me baithe the chup chap m gao ki rehne wali huna tho thodi sehmi sehmi rehti thi kabhi kisi ldke se bolna to door ki bat thi dekhna tk gunah lgta tha whi pe ek ldka ata tha uska naam to m nhi bta skti pr wo musllim h or mai hindu. m room me aage baithi thi first row mein or wo 3rd row me baitha tha m ne use dekha to nhi tha bs uski awaj suni thi kisi ldki ne use bola hi usne bola hello bs itni si awaj suni thi m ne uski or m ne use notice krna shuru kr diya pt a nhi uski awaj ne muje uski or khincha m use notice krne lgi wo jis din nhi ata m dukhi ho jati thi pr kabhi kisi ko face nhi hone deti thi wo bhi bda ajeeb sa ldka tha chup chap piche baitha rehta tha na kisi se kuch puchta tha na bat krta tha m bhi aisi hi thi na puchti na bat krti.

ha to frnds m kha thi ha na wo kabhi kuch kehta na m pr m ye nhi smj pati thi k wo sb kya tha kyo m use janna chahti thi kyo usse bat krna chahti thi pta nhi smj nhi pati thi kabhi pehle pyar hua nhi tha na mera isntitute ka pura saal nikal gya mera course bhi pura hone wala tha na kabhi wo kuch bol pata na m ha ek dusre ko notice krte the. phir jb mere course ke kareeb 1 ya dedh mahine bache huye the. mere mama ki ldki ki shadi thi to mama k ghr chli gai thi 10 din bad wapas aai thi tab mere course k tally srart ho chuka tha meri starting ki classses shadi me me jane k karan miss ho gai thi . muje jo mam krati smj nhi ata tha meri frnds bolti ki wo ldka tally ache se janta h wo tuje srarting se kra dega pr m ne bola yar pr m use nhi bol skti k wo muje tally kra de to meri frnds ne bol diya. to usne b bol diya k kra dunga. m vaise to bhut bolti thi pr ldko se bolne me bhut drti thi isliye usse bt krne me b dar lgta tha pr phir wo muje tally sikhane lga to bate b krne lgi phir to itni bate krte the hm log k batch time khtm ho jata tha pr hm bate krte rehte the hmari bate khtm hi nhi hoti thi phir m use apne or wo muje apne bare me hr bat btane lga m ne use apni frnd se b milaya hm 2-3 bar bahar b mile pr kbi ye smj nhi aya k hm kyo milte the kyo bat krte the na wo smj pata na m or hmara course khtm ho m udas thi or bhut dukhi b m ne use bola ab hm na kbi mil payenge na bat kr payenge tb usne muje apna no. diya . pr m ne bola ab hm milenge kaise to usne bola ap mujse milne nhi aa skti to kya m to aa skta hu pr m ne use bola k nhi use ye bura lga or bola k thik h jaisi apki mrji or m phir udaas ho gai wo bola to ap hi btao ab m kya kr skta hu. to m ne bola m koi job kr leti hu to m ek school me as a teacher work krne lg gai or hm meri frnd k sath phir mile ab tk b hmne ek dusre ko i love you nhi bola tha ab tk to hm smj chuke the k ye sb kya h phir hm meri frnd k sath phir miley 5 august 2008 ko japnis park me jahan m apni frnd k sath gai thi phir hmne use wha bulaya m use pyar se sweetu bolti hu or wo muj! e pyar s e sweety vaise usne mere kai naam rakhe h baby ,meenu , ha to ye to bad ki bat h phir se ati hu 5 august pe us din hmne sweetu ko b wha bulaya wo 2.30 bje aya tha phir hm sb ek sath rhe phir meri frnd chli gai or m or wo akele reh gaye bda ajeeb lg rha tha bt hm ek sath park ruke or chup chap se baithe the na wo kuch bol rha tha na m bs baithe rhe phir 5.30 pe m ne socha jane ka time ho gya h or pta nhi aj k bad hm milenge ya nhi ye to kuch bol nhi rha m hi ise apne dil ki bat bta du or m ne bola ap kaisi ldki se shadi kroge. kaisi ldki pasand h apko to usne indirect way me kha k m to 3-4 saal bad shadi krunga tb tk apki shadi ho chuki hogi or 3-4 bacchche bhi or hm dono has pade wo bola k ap saf saf kyo nhi bolti kya bolna chahti ho to m ne bola k kya m apko achi lagti hu wo bola k bhut achi lagti ho or phir m ne pucha kya ap mujse pyar krte ho usne bola k ha to m ne bola sach me wo bola h kya ab likhkr du to m ne mjak k bol diya k ha to usne mera hath pkdkr kha k m tumse bhut pyar krta hu.

phir usne bola or tum m ne bola ha. or hm ghr aa gaye uske bad hm bhut br mile aj hmare relation ko 3-4 saal ho gye h is bich hmari life me bhut kuch hua acha bhi bura baki story bad me likhungi kabhi zinda rahi to……………………………………………………………………………………………………………

hmne ek dusre ko bol diya or uske bad hm wha kareeb ek ghnte ruke wo meri goud me sir rakhkr late gya muje bda ajeeb sa feel ho rha tha ghabrahat b ho rhi thi pr kuch bol nhi pai. uske bad hm ghr chle gye. fir ek hfte bad fir mile ek hfte bad mile the pr lga jaise barso ho gye ho dono bechain the milne k liye. fir kareeb 3 ghnte sath the uske bad ghr chle gye. m ne jb usse pehli br bt ki thi tb mummy ko btaya tha k m ne kisi ldke se pehli bar aj bt ki muje apni mummy se kuch b chupana acha nhi lgta uske bad thode din bad ye b bta diya k m us ldke se pyar krti hu or usi se shadi krungi mummy ne kisi ko btaya to nhi kyunki m unhe ye nhi bta pai k wo ldka muslim h wrna wo muje bhut dantti dr k karan btaya nhi m ne fir kuch din bad navratre aye or m ne mummy ko last navratre me bta diya k m jissse pyar krti hu wo muslim h mummy ne papa ko bta diya papa ne mummy ko bola k wo muje bol de k use bhul jaye hm usse uski shadi kabhi nhi krenge sunkr bhut dukh hua k agr wo muslim h or main hindu to isme hmari kya galti h or wo muslim h to kya wo insan nhi h kya use kisi se ya kisi ko usse pyar krne ka hk nhi h ye smaj ka bhedbhav dharam ,jaat ,biradari in sbne hmari zindagi ko wha lakr khda kr diya k hm kuch chahkr b nhi kr paa rhe h ghr me uske bad mummy papa ne is bare me bat krna bnd kr diya pr m unhe bol chuki thi k m puri umar kunwari reh skti hu pr kisi or se shadi nhi kr skti. aise hi dheere dheeere 1 saal or nikl gya ro! ro kr r at din niklte the maa baap ko chunu ya apne pyar ko aksar wo mujse ye swal krta jb m ussse door jane ko bolti k agr m muslim hu to kya m achut hu isme meri kya glti h tere maa-baap muje kyo nhi apna skte ab m kya kru m tuje nhi chod sk ta tere bina rehna mere liye possible nhi h . m janti thi in sbme na uski koi glti h na meri fir b m ne apne maa baap k liye sochkr usse bat krna bnd kr diya pure ek mahine tk m ne usse bt nhi ki wo call krrta rehta tha kabi apne no. se kabhi dusre no. se k dusre no. se to uthayegi pr m ne kbi call recieve nhi ki pr m bs ek mahina reh pai uske bad m ne use msg kiya k aap kaise ho to usne tbi reply kiya aj ek mahine bad tuje yad aya puchna k m kaisa hu or wo bola m dar gya tha k tu to muje bhul hi gai uske bad hmne kafi sari bate ki or kasam khai k kuch ho jaye ek dusre ka sath kabi nhi chodenge chahe kuch b ho aage bad me likhungi frnds ab muje khana khane jana h bye………………………



Saturday, June 13, 2015

A Sad true Love story in Hindi – uske bina life adhuri lagti hai


Hello Frnds,
 i am Simran. me apni real story share kar rahi hu me ek ladke se bhut love karti hu jiska naam he ashutosh. ham fb par mile the but vo mere ghar ke pas hi rahta tha lekin usne mujhe fb par propose kiya. dhire2 mujhe bhi usse pyar ho gya usi bich usne apni choching ki ek ladki ko propose kar diya or mujhe kha ki m use bhul jau or mujhe us ladki k chakkr me chhod kar chala gya

uske kuch hi dimno bad vo mere pas vapas aya or khne lga ki plz mujhe maf kardo mujhse bhut badi galti ho gai thi so me usse bhut pyar karti thi to mene use maf kar diya usi bich mene kai bar uska loyality tast kiya jisme har bar vo fail ho gya but fir bhi mene use maf kar diya uske bad hamara relation bhut accha chal rha tha 1 year ho gye the usi bich usne apni cochhing me kisi or ladki ko impess kar liya or mujhe y bat 1 month bad malum hui tabhi mene usse bhut jhagada kiya or us ladki ko bhi sab kuch bta diya or apne pyar ko bhi chhod diya kyuki mene use last chance diya tha ki vo mere sath ab kabhi cheat nhi karega

but ussne mujhe fir bhi cheat kiya ab problam y he ki mene use chhod to diya he but me use bhul nahi pa rahi hu kuch samajh nahi ata ki kya karu kabhi to man karta he ki apni jaan dedu fir sochti hu y galat h e but jisne meri life kharab ki vo to ese ji raha he jese kuch hua hi nahi plz help me ki me kese kya karu me usse aaj bhi bhut pyar karti hu or uske bina life adhuri lagti hai i love him very much i love you so much ashu

Sunday, June 7, 2015

Aise hi shuru hua tha mera Pyar




















 Kaddu kehti hai wo mujhe, jbki mai kaddu kahin se nahi dikhta, ekdm skinny hun mai ЁЯШЫ or mai use chammak, as she resembles Kareena ЁЯША Sabse zyada imprtant bt jo ap sb ko jaan leni chahiye that wo mjhse 2 yrs bdi hai.. Meri family, city me shift hui jb mai 6th class me tha, mere ghar k saamne uska ghar hai toh family terms b ache ho gae, or hmari friendship b bhott achi ho gaii..

 Mujhe yaad hai mai usey Appi kehta tha ЁЯШЫ (ab sochta hun toh hansi aati hai) Achi wali friendship thi hum dono me, baatien b hoti thi but 7th class me tha mai, jb kisi bt ko lekar hmara jhagda hua, bhott nrml si bt thi par hmne bt krni bnd kr di! Dono ek dusre se bhott naraz the, jaane kyun? Jbki koi bt b ni hui thi hmare beech, phir b ek dusre ki shakl tk ni dekhna chahte the… 3rd july 2008.. Us shaam ko jab mai apni chhat par khada tha,

toh meri nazar us par pdi, samne apne chhat par khdi wo dekh rhi thi, (kash usi wqt hatt jaate hum wahan se).. Meri b nazar br br padti rhi uspar, wo lgatar dekhe ja rhi thi, mai hatna chah rha tha but pta ni kyun i dont know mai hatt nahi paaya waha se.. Khair wo din gya bt gaii, but phir pta ni kb kaise or kyun, mjhe usey dekhne ki aadat pad gaii, bt tk ni krte the usse but dekhna meri adat bnn gai, wo b dekhti thi but kbhi kbhi..!! 8th se 10th tk aisa hi chlta rha, school jate wqt use dekhte hue jana, coaching se aate wqt, chhat pe khde hoke uske aane ka intezaar, damn i was mad those dayz! ЁЯШЫ

 Mai 10th me tha or mjhe 11th me Bahar jana tha pdhne k lie, or studies mere lie first priority thi toh 10th se hi maine usey ignore krne ka soch lia, pdhna tha mjhe, kuch krna tha, kuch bnna tha apni life me.. Us wqt mai toh yeh b ni janta tha kya ho rha h ye mere sth, mai soch b ni skta tha use pyar krne k baare me, bhott zyada diffrences the hum dono me.. Frstly wo mjhse 2 saal bdi, phir wo mere caste ki nahi, religion toh same h bt caste ni, 3rdly wo mere ghar k saamne hi rheti thi, family terms etc etc.. Toh yahi sb sochkar maine apni puri koshish kr dali 10th me use ignore krne ki, but kr ni na paya mai..

But usse kbhi baat bhi nahi kr paya, chances mile bt krne k dono ko but na mai bt shuru kr paya na wo hi mera samna kr ski.. Wo 12th k boards dekar mumbai chli gaii ghumne wid her family, n usi darmiyaan mera admission Allahabad me ho gya 11th me.. Mai ekdm se soch chuka nw evrything z finished n i was starting wid a new life.. But Uske ghar me sbse bt hoti thi meri but usi se ni wo mumbai se wapas aa gai or us wqt mai Allahabad me hi tha.. Uski appi se b meri fb par chat ho jaya krti thi kbhi kbhi..

 4th sept 2011 Mai school se wapas aya or mere phone me ek msg pda tha.. “Hmne kya bigada hai tmhara jo humse baat tk nahi krte tum” or niche uska naam.. I was stunned.. I started crying, or gusse me maine reply kr dia bhaad me jaao or aj k bd msg mt krna! Or bhott der tk rote hi rha mai.. Mere room partner ko ni pta tha kya bt h, great guy phir b wo mjhe bahar le gya, bola chal ghum k aate hain.. COMPANY GARDEN ALLAHBAD, I’ll neva forget that place, barish ho ri thi halki halki, hum i mean mai or mera rum partner wahan baithe the,4pm k kareeb my phone rang, usi ka call tha, i wanted to reject call bt mai ni kr paya, i recieved or udhar se aawaz aaii haraami i love you.. Bhott pyar krne lge hain hum tmhe.. Usne kaha Mumbai se wapas toh aa gae

but yha tmhe dekhe bina mare jaa rhe, jaldi se wapas aao ab! Hum toh chilla chilla k rone lge or phone kaat dia.. Aise shuru hua tha sab kuch.. Or aj yha tk phnch gya.. Today we are a happy couple.. Or aise hi rhena chahte hain hmesha.. Bhott jhagda b hota h hum dono ka kyuki dono ka shani prabal hai, but phir b sb theek ho jata h.. Abhi tk apni family ko ni btaya h hmne, cuz abi we are in progressive mode of our careers.. I request all of you to pray for us that hmari family accept kr le hmara relationship! Bhott darr lgti h use khone se :( rooh tk kanp jaati h yr!

usne bade pyar se dhoka diya

Hii I am bikash Main howrah me rahta hu aur mujhe jis ladki se pyar hua h uska naam (Moni) h Jo ki Barrabazar me rahti h.., Wo mere dur ke riste me mama ki ladki lagti h magar main use us waqt nhi janta tha jab maine use pahli baar dekha tha maine use uske bada papa ki ladki ke shadi me mila tha aur maine jab use us shadi me dekha to mujhe pyar ho gaya…: Us waqt me apne purane ghar babubazar me rahta tha wo us din black dress me thi main use us din dekhne ke baad to main kitno dino tak use bhul hi gaya tha;; Magar jab mera dusra ghar howrah me hua to mere is ghar ke puja ke din wo mere ghar aayi main use dubara dekh bahut khush ho gaya aur fir se main uske pyar me pagal ho gaya.: Aur me uske baad job karne laga uske ghar se thodi hi dur par..”””” main jaanbuz kar uske ghar ke pass se hi apne ghar jata tha magar uske ghar nhi jata tha kyuki us waqt main in logo se utna ghula mila nhi tha aur moni se baat bhi nhi karta tha uske baad hum gaw chale gaye gaw se ane ke baad me apne sister ke sath 1st time uske ghar gaya uske ghar me mujhe sab koi acche lage..; Uske baad main fir se job krne laga to main kbhi kbhi uske ghar chala jata tha magar main usse us waqt bhi baat nhi krta tha:::;; Uske baad chat puja ke time Maine use thoda impress karne ki koshish ki magar wo bht ghamand krti thi aur mujhe uske ghamand se hi sabse jyada pyar tha;,

Fir uske baad meri dosti uske bhai ke sath ho gyi aur wo mujhe bht manta bhi tha;; Fir jab uske bahen ki shadi hone wali thi to uska bhai mujhe roj roj apne ghar bulata tha kyuki main uska bht help kar deta tha””14january ko first time wo bt ki mujhse main bht khush ho gaya tha uske baad wo mujhse hamesha bt krne lgi17january ko main 1st time uska photo apne mobile me khicha main bht khush tha ki wo ab meri ho gyi h fir main jab bhi usse milta tha to wo mujhse bht baat krti thi ab mujhe aisa lagne laga ki wo mujhe kbhi nhi chodegi…;; Uske baad fir main jab durga puja ghumne uske pure family ke sath gaya to wo to mere se aisa bt kar rahi thi ki mere sare dost ne kaha bhai tu isse shadi kar lena ye tere liye hi bani h tu ise kbhi mat bhulna…; Fir durga puja ke dasmi ke din wo aur uski puri family ne mujhe ciggrate pite hue dekh liya main bahut sarmindgi mahsus kar raha tha jab wo log chale gaye aur main apne dosto ke sath taxi pakad kar ja raha tha to maine uske sister jyoti ko bahut call kiya but usne phone nhi uthaya to main taxi me hi behosh ho gaya tha fir jab baad me usne phone uthaya to baat karne ke baad mujhe thoda rahat mila usi ke kuch dino baad meri zindagi jaise palat hi gayi++;; Mera ek pyara sa bhai jise main bade bhai aur ek best frnd dono hi samjhta tha jisse main ideas leta tha Moni ko aur bhi khush rhakne ki usi ne meri life ka the end kar dala…;; wo bhi moni se pyar karne laga par mujhe pata nhi tha ki wo Moni se pyar krta h ek din wo mere ghar aaya aur mujhse aakar bola bhai mujhe ek ladki se pyar ho gaya h to
maine phucha bhai batao na Koun h wo ladki to usne to pahle nhi bataya but wo jis tarah se mujhse baat kar raha tha main samjh gaya usi ke agle din mujhe pata chal gaya to usne mujhe bola bikash dekh bhai main usse bht pyar krta hu magar wo teri g.f h aur main teri gf ko apna bana Lu ye mujhe Accha nhi lagega bol bikash tu agar bolega to hi main use apna g.f bataunga to meri ek kharab adat h main jaldi kisiko na nhi kahta to Maine use bhi na nhi kaha Maine bola thik h bhai aap use apni g.f bana Lo magar Maine use ha kahne ke baad Maine ye socha ki Moni to sirf mujhse pyar krti h wo use kbhi pyar nhi karegi aise bhi wo log to bhai bahen h aur Moni to use bhaiya bolti h??? Par jo hua main ekdam hairan ho gaya Moni ne use ha kar diya main pahle thoda gussa hua but wo log happy they to Maine socha chalo acchi bt h wo log mil gaye to main sochne laga ab main in dono ki help karunga par chat puja me jaise jaise Ye log ka pyar badhta gaya waise waise mere dimag kharb hota gaya maine to bht ulta sidha baat bhai ko Kah dala ab main to jaise pagal hi ho gaya din bhar Moni Moni Moni Moni aur kuch sujhta hi nhi tha mere dimag me to maine ek din bhai ki Kah diya bhai aap use chod do aur use mera bana do usne bhi na nhi kiya bola thik h bikash main use chod dunga tere liye par Ye sab sari baatian uski jhut thi wo har waqt bolta tha bikash wo teri ho jayegi Maine use bol diyA wo mujhe kuch aur aur Moni ko kuch aur bolta tha par ye sab mujhe nhi pata tha wo to jata tha kaam banane magar meri nhi apni wo dono to khush h par is bikash par kya bit rahi h kisi ko nhi malum????
Ye thi meri life main apne life ko ek naam diya tha ki My Love My Life par Ye koi kaam nhi aya par is pyar me dhoka kha kar Ye to mujhe acchi tarah malum ho gaya ki pyar ek aisa cheez h Jo do dilo ko jodtA h aur Ye sab ko nhi milta sirf nasseb walo ko milta h Moni mere nasseb me nhi thi isliye wo mujhe nhi mili***??? Magar main Moni se pyar aaj bhi utna karta hu jitna pahle karta tha aur aage bhi utna hi karunga bhale wo mujhe life time ke liye bhul jaye par main use kbhi nhi bhul paunga main humesa uska wait karunga?? Aaj is pyar ki wajah se main usi mithun bhai se baat nhi krta apne ghar me badnam bhi ho gaya hu par agar pyar kiya h to itna to sahna hi padega…???

Saturday, June 6, 2015

Open Letter to all Boys :: Ye pyaar kabhi saath nahi rehta

Ye pyaar kabhi saath nahi rehta itni badi duniya hai par phir bhi log ek jaghe reh jate hai.Mai bhagvaan ko manti thi bahut jada par dekho ab kisi par trust nahi raha khhud par bhi nahi.
Pyaar life mai ek baar hota hai na mai muslim hu or meri galti thi ki maine kisi hindu se pyaar kiya.Ye dharm kisne banaya hai maine to nahi banaya na upar wale ne hai to sab insaan he to kyo hame alag kar diya.
Aap sab jo bhi kisi se pyaar karta hai kab tak kisi ka saath doge nhi de sakte.

I am jiya. Ye mera asli naam nhi hai kisi ne mujhe mere boyfriend ne diya hai mai apna naam nhi bata sakti. Aap sab ki tarah maine bhi kisi se jaan se jaada pyaar kiya tha kahani bahut badi hai isliye puri nhi likh sakti. Aap log hamesha yahi sochte ho na ki sirf ladkiyan hi dhhoka deti hai wahi darti hai par aisa nahi hai maine itna kuch saha tab bhi mai unke saath thi or rahungi.

Aap log apna pyaar paane ke liye kuch bhi kar sakte ho par jay jisse mai pyaar karti thi wo itna dar gaye hai ki mujhe dekh kar bhi andekha kar diya socho us waqt mere dil par kya biti hogi. Maine he unka naam jay rakha tha unka naam kuch or hai bata nhi sakti agar unke ya mere ghar walo ne padh liya to gajab ho jayega.  Par ladka chahe to kya nhi kar sakta wo to kuch nhi kar rhe par mai abhi tak unke liye lad rahi hu.Jada kuch to nhi kehna par jitna unse pyaar tha wo ab nafrat ke layak bhi nahi raha.
Mai aap sab ki tarah sad to hu sayad rahungi bhi par unko bhhulne ki kosis bhi karti hu apni family ke liye kyonki unhone mujhe paal ke iss layah banaya hai ki mai kisi se pyaar kar saku to mai apna pyaar jay pe kyon mitaaun iske hakdaar mera parivaar hai. Or ek baat ye ladke bas apna time paas karne ke liye hame aajmaate hai or doosri dhhund lete hai koi kisi ke liye jaan nahi deta sab draama hai
Jis ladki ki figure acchi lagi pakad liya usiko are pyaar to ham karte hai uske jism se nahi uske nature se. Aap logo ke pyaar bhare letter to bahut padhe isliye aaj kuch maine bhi likh diya.Kisi ke liye mat jiyo apne parivaar ke liye jiyo phir dekhna duniya kitni sundar lagti hai  ye mat socho ki maine kisi se sacha pyaar nahi kiya isliye mai aisa keh rahi hon.  Mai unhe khuud se jada pyaar karti thi or hu.
Ek tarah se ham ek dusre ko pati patni maan chuke the.  Par wo chale gaye mujhe chhod ke.  Ab socho maujhe pyaar ke naam se nafrat kyo ho chuki hai.

Par mujhe itna draama karna nhi aata.Aap logo ke paas time paas karne ko kuch nahi hai kya jo pyaar ke chakkar mai pade ho.Ek baat bolu jada film or siriyal mat dekha karo usi se sab behek jaate hai.ok agar meri kahani sunoge to pata chakega pyaar kya hota hai par mai likhna nhi chahti ok then bye enjoy your life.
Koi bhi sachha nahi hota kisi ke liye apni life barwaad mat karo meri tarah aoko pata hai mai kisi se baat nhi karti apni family se bhi nhi mai wo sb nhi bhhul pa rahi par aap logo se request hai ki kisi ko jada pyaar mat karna.

Yaha koi apna nhi hota aaj koi to kal koi or.Apne liye na sahi apne parivaar ke liye jio haso muskuraao.bye kuch problem ho to right side me "Facebook Login" kr mujhse contact kar skti ho only for girls coz i hate boys.
Bye friends par ye kahani ladko ke liye bhi hai padh lena or aap log sudhroge to nhi karte rehna kisi ladki ko use..